While walking back that day without my specs nor contact lens. The world seems so much better. Sometimes,it gets to you, people jumping frantically on your nerves. Crowds...Chaos...NOISE. It does. I am scared of it. These trigger things off , seriously. You and I can get tired putting on specs of clarity. So restless to look through spiritual eyes and meet the need. I am afraid to give up. not now. Hesitant because of people around me. Counting to Mid years. I need to be surrounded by motivating people hahah. You study? Come,be friends with me. Great, I am a geek now. Talk to me in geek language. If you cannot offer help at that point of time. Just keep quiet. Cause you are not helping at all(: There will be people trying to break us up. Coming in and out. Fret not. I will always be there for you. You will not hurt me, my best friend. God, please tell me You will be here.