Do you know you are hurting me more than helping me. I told myself to focus on the good times, the bad times are kept at bay. Stop creating for yourself all this pit holes and dragging me down with you yet again. I really have had enough of this. i didn't climb all the way out just to get beaten down by you): find me a reason why I am still trying to hold on to you. so tightly. I am losing you as the seconds pass by. Still trying to figure out. though I already know it in my heart. Don't try to candycoat the truth. It hurts more than anything. But it shall set you free(: Dear God, I am really praying for an empowered time for cell tomorow. You be there,cause its pointless if theres no You and only us. We will really be clanging cymbals ,making much noise. I uplift not only cell but my day in Your Hands. You take control. I will not fear because You are with me. "Acquaintances knows that I blog, best friends knows why" How true. Who are you today?