I will always be happy. Not what you did nor what you said. Because the nicer I am, the hurt caused will be greater. It's time, time to draw a line,to have a clean break. To know that, what you do and say will not hurt me no more. I don't have to react based on my feelings, but whats right. yeah, I guess this is it. I don't have to try for your love. LALALALA, I am happy for you. I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though Goin' on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay But that's not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And havin' so much to say And watchin' you walk away And never knowin'What could've been And not seein' that lovin' you Is what I was tryin' to do It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go But I'm doin' it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken. What hurts you the most?