I am walking on the road called faith. I am still walking. Dear God, I always have this problem of flaring up. As much as I dont want to get angry with anyone. They just got to trigger it over and over again. It leaves me helpless and I just feel like SHOUTING BACK. I am sorry for the times I did shout back because I felt pain after I did. Help me to think right, to love, to not get angry for the things they do and say. As much as I want to give up, I will not. Totally dependent on you.
Sometimes I just hope I was immune. In times of chaos, there will always be this akward silence. I am thankful because I kindof needed that. Make me turn back, turn back to those days of innocence. Get me right back to the starting line. Because. I am going to start running again, this time, I am breaking the record. I am legend. God,would you be there at the finishing line waiting for me? Afterall,you are the only spectator I will need to have.