Angeline Tan.
Love God.
Love people.
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Sunday, January 03, 2010
Its the things that gets me emotional. The things that sets me thinking all over again.
Brings me back to the very reason, why am I still fighting this good war of faith.
Purely because I trust in Him, I know He doesn't fail.
And so. I am trusting you with all I have this time.
For a better year, for my family, my friends, for people out there I come into contact with.
Praying for a greater capacity to love them like you would love me.
I knowI know, I love them, but I want to extend this love to one that is really unconditional.
So help me, God.
You know its a new year.
I have my fears. Worldly fears. I donch know what lies ahead.
I am afraid I cannot make it.
I am afraid I will fail my loved ones.
I am afraid I donch live up to your expectations.
Maybe what I read was truee. I dont want to live to worldly expectations.
I dont want to care how you think of me.
Do unto others what you want them to do unto you.
I hold that closely to my heart.
All these fears, I put aside.
When this year ends, I will look at all these fears and laugh it off.
God pulled me through the good and bad times, I believe.
For now, I will learn doubly hard,in the hard or soft way.
To appreciate those around me to a deeper depth.
I want to be a friend to those around me.
I am glad to have known you.
But this year,I will look at you in a new light.
More is to come. I know it.
Trying hard not to cry, But I feel the hurts of others.
Some I don't quite relate but it pains me to know its happening.
Maybe its true.
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