Simplicity.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

It was a productive day for me today.

30 Amath questions,yay made me feel smarter. PTL.

Anyway, I know you wanna know what happenedtoday to mee.(:

hahaha.

I realised my juniors are a bunch of really fun-loving people.

I love them.

Sometimes we are ruled by our emotions.

We cannot be rational and we get perplexed easily.

Gives rise to then paranoid expressions.

okay,I am going to try to make a poem.

Whether wrong or right.

We are constantly putting up a fight.

Trying as hard as we might.

To prove that we are still bright.

As long as I am walking into the light.

I will not care about my plight.

Waiting for my knight,

fear not, I don't bite.

HIMYSWEETHEART.

♥ 12:08 AM

Friday, January 29, 2010

We are all people of regrets and full of complaints.
Received many emails of thanking God and enjoying the little things.
Greatly appreciate all the timely reminders.
But how many actually puts it into practice.

The complaints and grudges that comes spilling out of your mouth,knowingly, unknowingly.
In the world of instant gratification, where everything is just work fast, emphasis, fast.
Its super duper easy to complain about every single trivial thing, which brings us back to 'what happened to appreciating?" haha. what more enjoying.
Did God create us to complain?

People full of regrets.
Have you ever not regretted an action you did.
A word you said that affect a person so greatly that you caused him/her a mental breakdown.haha
We are people of regrets, and rather most of them can be catergorized as sins.
What we ought to do then is to always repent.
To seek forgiveness from God and the person himself/herself.
Yes thats what we ought to do.
Repentance.

Have you ever not noticed how society work today.
Where the boss always favours the good looking.
Hahaaa,open your eyes real big.
Was just talking about with my friend. and the conclusion was.
First impression counts.
Its the cruel truth. The vicious system of how society works nowadays.
Is packaging more important than content.
I cannot deny.
Just believe that you were made in the image of God and nothing else.

When someone comes up to you and say hurtful remarks.
You just gotta say," seriously, you cant hurt me"
Actually I don't really wanna care what you think about me.
I am not gonna based my life on your expectations/views on me.

Till we meet again,
Maybe we can do something against the cycle of the vicious truth.
Still thinking.
Probe further,broader perspective.

Often times those words get tangled up in a line.
I WANNA GO TO THE CROCS SHOPPPP IN TMMMM.(:

♥ 12:41 AM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

School has been rather exciting.

Is knowing the truth more painful, or not knowing is the way out of the misery.

What do we do then with the truth.

The paradox lies in whether we choose to face the music or deny it.

Is it that difficult to pour out your life?

Or do you find it more tough to find out who you really are? haha.

I would still prefer that you tell me.

I don't have to guess, don't have to act as if I don't care.

But actually I do care.

Its now or never.

It outta my hands since you blew your last chance when you played me.

♥ 7:32 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

To what extent will you allow someone to walk into your life.
To some of us, it can get difficult. tothe extent, you lack the confidence to allow anyone else to step into your life, be it complex or as simple as it seems.
Whatever you or we been've through has proven to be a beautiful memory.
Just take it as its beautiful.
Then its time to move on. Start having the trust once again.
The trust that nobody is gonna hurt you no more.
Trust that God can intervene.

Setbacks in life isn't going to stay there forever.
Can we get back the trust, my friend?

Think you are too late,
And you were worth the wait.

We were worth every nail.
P.S I miss my long hair and the hangouts.
dang, Olevels, you aint gonna bring me down.

I heard this somewhere.
When people say you cannot make it.
You just gotta turn around and say, " Watch me".

♥ 5:44 PM

It seems like we haven't met for a decade or so.
The longing feeling of mine is significant.
I am willing to lay it all down & give You my timee.

maybe.
Attention is what you need.
I will give it to you.
At the right time.

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

To you.

I am such a one worder.
I can talk alot you know.(:

toodles.

♥ 12:46 AM

Friday, January 22, 2010

"If you want the rainbow,you have to put up with the rain."
How true.
I always believe you have the plan, I always pray for greater measure of love.
I realised it has all been words so far.
To put in into action is beyond my imagination and comprehension.
Because partly you cannot see whats actually hurting them inside. You got to put up with the actions they do, the words they say.

And I learnt alot today really.
To love a person you have to know whats hurting them within and not just what theydo.
To have a heart that melts when you see them.
To have faith that their bondages will be broken because of a hug you gave, the prayer you said.

Realisation of dreams is only a matter of time with the power of faith.

Should I do math now? haha.
Can you meet me halfway?
Somethings are meant to be left unsaid.

♥ 11:30 PM

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Tests everyday, homework piling up like nobody care.
But I like.
hahaha, I just think sec 4 will get more &more interesting.
Yup,I guess the only tiring thing would be having training every single day.
AND. I have to stop PE in school to study. Good and bad thing.
Yeah, got to run!

Whether you achieve a not,lies in whether you want it or not.
Many a times, we say God you can do everything.
but we don't put in the best that we can do.
Maybe thats the best of me.

Like my title suggests.

Rely on me.

♥ 7:48 PM

Monday, January 18, 2010

When we are so trapped in our own lives so much so that we fail to be concerned of the lives around you. This is bad.
Expectations overwhelms. Reality too.
What doesn't. Things happen,good or bad, I want to learn how to get over it.
Take the recent example.

Come on, step out of it, step out of the shit.
Examine situations in a macro view. Look out of the box.
Because we CAN be no longer trapped in our small little life.
I am taking this year up another notch.
It definitely won't be just me alone but I am dragging you up with me.
I pray hard, don't give up.

Dear God, You step in and alliviate the situations.
I believe in everything thats going to happen.

On the ferry today, I looked into the sky.
And asked, how far is heaven from my eye.
Is there even an answer.
Well, some things just don't have one.
Which proves the existence of faith.

♥ 9:05 PM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Today was a deja vu for me in school.

Anger is something I thought I could hide it well enough within me.
You just got to trigger it by bitching about me.
Kick up such a big fuss over nothing.
Use all these underhand means to show that you are still nice and funny.
Come on, time to take your mask off.
I rather you tell me in my face, really.
Whether I can take it or not, then thats my issue to handle.
I just don't understand you, so don't try too hard to be nice.

Well you put on quite a show.
Really had me going.
Want my respect, you gotta earn it.
Sadly, you robbed nearly half of it today.
I am trying hard to forgive and forget, it shouldn't be hard because I serve a big God.

But now,it boils down to the matter of principles.
I can tolerate and keep the volcano of anger dormant.
How long can this last.
Very long, I hope.
You wanna talk to me, say it upfront.
Its like getting killed, died, and you dont know why.
The feeling sucks,really.

To you, its another matter to smile.
Till i get this over!
Its gonna be akward.
Respect me for who I am, and I will do so tooo.

Slowto boil,slowto boil,slow to boil.
I cannot promiseto be the perfect student.
But I promise to be my best.
It doesn't mean when you are in authority,you got to suck up to the teacher.
I know where I am coming from.
Right now, is whether you understand.

Or did you still choose to kick up a fuss.

♥ 9:12 PM

Saturday, January 09, 2010

The things that we say,the actions that we do can trigger off huge commotion.

I had the experience,just.

Today's sermon was about academic excellence &you know whats amazing about it isthat there are somethings that shaunster said was exaclty what I felt.

Our God is indeed amazing.

Like you know how you walk down the path to the bus stop,you begin to enjoy the works of God.

You open your eyes bigger to appreciate the things around you.

You can't help it but say, wow, God you are awesome. Perfectly awesome.

I truly stand in awe of You.

Whatever that might happen,I know nothing is impossible through you.

Human relationships sometimes gets a little complex.

Good intentions that might just go wrong right there.

You assured me with your perfect love.

How tiring it might get, I tap on your strength.

How tough it might go, I will get going.

Till I am with you.

Soon and very soon.

♥ 10:56 PM

Thursday, January 07, 2010

Its like so long since I last saw you.

School is getting better, but I guess, Iam feeling the negative feedbacks from training?
Its getting tough,with new coaches and all.
I know,suck it up, move on. hhaha.
Going to chiong my work again. again AGAIN.

You wont believe this, the new system is.
Run for 2 km twice a week.
The next time you see me. hahaha a woman full of muscles.
call me, musman(:

Sometimes I don't even know how I am feeling.
I think I am falling for you.
Our hearts are fragile, it cannot take the impact.
If only,you will let me know.
Even the best falls down sometimes.

♥ 8:39 PM

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Second day of school.
My school is just getting cooler, I like it.
Had class party today, was pretty fun,watched The Proposal like the 3rd timee?
Hehe. Its still sweet, when the eagle took the dog away,it WAS still quite saddening):
What am I still doing? hahah.
Study arh,Angiee(:

I know but I may not say.
I hope one day you will snap out of it yourself.
Ichoose to ignore,
it might be right or wrong.
I really hope you will return to God.

Just know I am still here loving you.

♥ 7:59 PM

Monday, January 04, 2010

Hhaha! First day of school was pretty awesome.

Was nominated for Class Chairperson. Lotsa work abut requires lots of discipline.

Kinda like when everything sets in(:

Gonna have so much fun.

Okay I've said I wanna sleep.

Still enjoying being orientated.

Class party tomorrow.

Homework please, oh yes,its stil processing.

♥ 8:31 PM

Sunday, January 03, 2010

We are caught in this mean cycle.
The cycle of having too many options on our hand which leads to indecisive-ness.
Falling into the routine of trying to fathom, experiment how much fun we will have with each option.
Isn't that the mean cycle.
Someone tell me a solution because offhand I cannot think of any.
You see the tagboard.
Yes,tag the solution.

Coming back, to the last day of holidays.
Its not overrated to say it here cause its my blog that:
SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW.
haha, yeah, anyway I was at starbucks, looking at people come & go.
There I am, sitting there,sipping my caramel frapp, thinking of school,workload...
Thinking of how to even be a better person, personal resolutions.
Sometimes you do need this time.
The time you let thoughts over run in your head, not like Qt kind, I know God see our thoughts.
Well better still, He can confirm it.
but you know,like those times. You just keep thinking.Without your friends around you.
Cause they will probably think you are crazy,staring hard at , well,nothing.
whilst thinking, I also managed to do my work. haha
Productive & Efficiency levels up high(:

The webcam is staring at me. Scary/:
Blessed day at school everyone.
Angie.

I might seem indifferent but I care.
I will fall if you are not there beside me to fight.
I smile to assure you I am fine,
but who knows deep inside, I sigh. (OMG,so emoo.) haha.
It will be fine. All will be well.

Apparently, I smile to tell you I am not angry.
if I donch smile. you will think I am pissed.
So, dont let your thoughts run wild. I will smile.

Thats how superficial they can get.
I beg to differ.

♥ 10:11 PM

Its the things that gets me emotional.
The things that sets me thinking all over again.
Brings me back to the very reason, why am I still fighting this good war of faith.
Purely because I trust in Him, I know He doesn't fail.
And so. I am trusting you with all I have this time.
For a better year, for my family, my friends, for people out there I come into contact with.
Praying for a greater capacity to love them like you would love me.
I knowI know, I love them, but I want to extend this love to one that is really unconditional.
So help me, God.

You know its a new year.
I have my fears. Worldly fears. I donch know what lies ahead.
I am afraid I cannot make it.
I am afraid I will fail my loved ones.
I am afraid I donch live up to your expectations.
Maybe what I read was truee. I dont want to live to worldly expectations.
I dont want to care how you think of me.
Do unto others what you want them to do unto you.
I hold that closely to my heart.
All these fears, I put aside.
When this year ends, I will look at all these fears and laugh it off.
God pulled me through the good and bad times, I believe.

For now, I will learn doubly hard,in the hard or soft way.
To appreciate those around me to a deeper depth.

I want to be a friend to those around me.
I am glad to have known you.
But this year,I will look at you in a new light.
More is to come. I know it.

Trying hard not to cry, But I feel the hurts of others.
Some I don't quite relate but it pains me to know its happening.
Maybe its true.

♥ 1:38 AM