You know, how sometimes you are so caught up with life, how you think time just passed you by just like that? & in the end you don't feel accomplished. Maybe really, like what Shaunster said in the mail, its time to start thinking. To start engaging the world, to know why & what exactly we are doing with our lives and time. Make every minute count, for God, for people. Things I know that are happening: 1) I will give up usher ministry to concentrate on my other 2 ministries(: 2) I am not going to take everything personal anymore. 3) I am going to live my life God wants me to live and live each day as I would want my day to be cause God actually made the day for me. 4) I am going to look at the bigger picture. 5) I will think before I speak, think before I do stuffs. Lastly, I will not bow down to problems so easily. you don't have to old to have spiritual authority. Humble yourselves, don't judge $ make unneccesary comments. You are not worth my emotions. I have something better and greater plans installed for me.