hey.
just got back from the hospital. woke up around 9+ in the morning
went to visit my grandpa.
when i first saw him i just cried. he was in the state when anything could happen.
u got it?
i was crying even when i got near to him i cried even more.
i couldnt even talk and tell him who was i. it was just pure crying straight for a few hours. stopped n then start again couldn stop for good .eyes are puffy.
i dunwan this to happen, praying real hard for my grandpa. real hard for him to live at least a few years more. so many things to share with him!
i dunnoe what to say, just noe that my grandpa cant hold any much longer
scared and sad now. dunnoe what to say.
just got home lyke half an hour and then here blogging about my day.
i will miss my grandpa if anything could happen.
anyways serene and jidan kor kor consoled me thanx!
remember if god doesnt heal one he will just take the person home.
serene said nothing is impossible with god.
trust in him.
i m trying my best.
really my best.
can u join me in praying? please?
scared to go through this alone but i noe i have u all behind me
thanx. love u so=)
my grandpa will be fine whenever he is yeah? =)
u understand?
lesson learnt: cherish your loved ones and everything that was bestowed to you.
really..dun live to regret your decisions.
i regretted too many times dun follow in my footsteps.(:
