hi long time no post .
been busy at the wake paiseh.
my grandpa just passes away peacefully last wed 16/05/2007.
he is 83 years of age.
wonder whether i am supposed t0 be sad or glad for my grandpa.
my mum informed me when i was in school and i cried in school.):
the first day of the wake
everything was set up and all. so we had praying sessions
same for thursday and fri.
we had some fun in between with cousins too.
maybe thats wat my grandpa wants us to do and feel.
on sat.
skipped tution and church.
so again the same ...just that the praying session is longer.
sun the most emotional day which is today.
woke up at 10+
went downstairs to offer joss sticks to my grandpa.
i hugged the coffin. i will never forget the feeling i had that time when i hug the coffin is lyke hugging my grandpa . i miss him so much suddenly.
and so we had to pluck the flowers to be scattered on the floor and take the LAST look at my grandpa the LAST.
i cried so much my eyes swollen now.
hmm...so the coffin was closed my grandmother cried till she couldn stand properly and got to sit down. my maid who took care of my grandpa for 16 YEARS. cried soo loudly lyke is her own father when the coffin is carried for cremation.
we walked with the cofin along the road and then took the bus to mandai.
reached the cremation place we had the LAST praying session and then what happen was the body was pushed to the room and we got to watch the coffin pushed for cremation.
a goodbye to my grandpa from then . cried and cried.
i miss him.
no words can describe now.
i just miss him.
goodbye gong gong.
i love you so.
