My Sortof Diary.

2010-04-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

You are disturbing.
You made me detest school, detest the people around me.
You may not see that its this bad, so I am telling you, it is.

I am supposed to abstain from blogging, but this is my channel of anger while I am still on earth.
We may be students but we are all humans.
You are supposed to be the one whom I look up to and respect , sadly I don't think I can do so anymore. Help me, help yourself,gain this confidence and trust back now.
You are nice on the outside generally,I don't deny.

But life is not about getting straight As, its more than that.
Hopefully you will understand us and really know we are trying,sometimes too much.

Read this from the newspaper.( I do read.)
Grades and building relationships ain't suppose to be mutually exclusive.
The saddest thing would be, having good grades but no one there to celebrate your joy.
There are no textbooks to teach love.
No reference notes for being a better person.
The only role model is God himself.
Think about it. We can't teach love.

Likewise, live like we are dying.
Make every second count.
You just made me want to study harder to prove you wrong.Wrong-er than before.

I sound like a bitter child, I really do):
Okay,I will put you on my prayer list.
You've made it.

On the sidenote,
You never fail to confuse me.
My friend told me today I am those who doesn't place my trust in anybody.(she confides in me.hurhur!)
I don't deny.
Sometimes, I even doubt God. But ultimately,I know He provides and is the constant.
I am skeptical of human nature. Thats all.
Precisely because of past incidents.Protecting myself seems attractive.
I am careful with my portion of trust. Its weird for me to say this.
I must really say, I am also the fragile one here.
I do get hurt, I do get emotional, I do flare up, I do do many things beyond yours or my imagination. I get real high at times, I do want to give up many more times.
It is just how well you know me.
Because you are not God, you don't know me inside out.

Life's a marathon, Christian life is an exciting one,a full 84km.
My comforter & strength,come find your rightful place in my broken heart.
Streams of life, come fill me up.
Cause when I am weak, You are strong,
You're my feet when I can't move on.

Shoutout to Chooby only(:
HAHA, this post is long enough,so I don't mind making this longer.
You are my best friend.
A friend whom I don't find it hard to get along. more of fun(:
If I have to say this anytime,might as well be here. I LOVEYOU CHOOBS.(:
You will get more of my cheesy poems.
Its generating in my head, but I need my mood to be back and my thoughts to be on track.
Hmm, many times you said you will divorce me,dont talk to me.
My only solution is to pounce on you. hahah kidding.
Because I love you so, I will marry you again and talk to you. HAHAHAHA(:

Really just want to say, Don't give up.
We will run along this race.If you are lagging behind,I will drag you with me..
Till we complete the race.
You are never alone,don't be sick of my face.(just made a short poem.) Please know that.!(:
As your best friend, I will be praying.

Yes. Emotionally charged blog.
One of the longest I ever posted in my years of blogging I think.
Take your time to read.
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.
SO SMILE,IT WORKS WONDER.
FOR YOU & FOR ME.

2010-04-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

Walked home without a clear vision. Again.
I won't say my day was totally un-productive.
Is just that, it could have been more,thats all.

Many events are lining up to happen.
Arranging for a thrash talk or more so a wake up call as a class, hope it works and things would not be worse(: *keeping my fingers crossed.

Never thought that that you are like that.
Made me feel like as if you've turned bad.
Maybe its just me.
Am I wrong,stating the facts.

I thank God because I see the hurt, felt it too.
Totally could relate to this.
Life's never fair.
If you are still deeply pondering when life is going to fair, pretty sure,your life is as miserable as it can get.

In conclusion, life's never fair.

 

2010-04-08T23:36:00.003+08:00

I wish to save the moon to guide your way.
Pluck the stars and make your day.
You will be sick of me,
As much as I am willing.

I've said, and will say it again.
How hard is it to find one whom God said,' He's the one for you' & if you had found yours.
Be sure I will be here, I've got your back.

I will wait for mine to appear.
This time, for real.

2010-04-07T22:36:00.002+08:00

Caught in a place where the weirdest of things takes place.
Tomorrow's sports day, as much as I don't FEEL like running, I will do my best.
School cell is great, awesome, rooms for improvement(:
I promise to tie my shoelace. HAHA!

I see you living your life as it is.
Can someone tell me how to help.
I need clearer directions!

Find strengths in your moments of weakness.
Trapped in the past for too long.
Mustering the courage to move on.
Each face is different, I know it all the same.

God is patient and waiting for me.
I am not alone, forgiveness has always been down this road.
You know that I can use somebody.

2010-04-06T22:26:00.003+08:00

Do you know you are hurting me more than helping me.
I told myself to focus on the good times, the bad times are kept at bay.
Stop creating for yourself all this pit holes and dragging me down with you yet again.
I really have had enough of this.
i didn't climb all the way out just to get beaten down by you):

find me a reason why I am still trying to hold on to you. so tightly.
I am losing you as the seconds pass by.
Still trying to figure out. though I already know it in my heart.

Don't try to candycoat the truth.
It hurts more than anything.
But it shall set you free(:
Dear God, I am really praying for an empowered time for cell tomorow.
You be there,cause its pointless if theres no You and only us.
We will really be clanging cymbals ,making much noise.
I uplift not only cell but my day in Your Hands.

You take control.
I will not fear because You are with me.
"Acquaintances knows that I blog, best friends knows why"
How true.

Who are you today?

2010-04-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

While walking back that day without my specs nor contact lens.
The world seems so much better.
Sometimes,it gets to you, people jumping frantically on your nerves.
Crowds...Chaos...NOISE.
It does. I am scared of it. These trigger things off , seriously.

You and I can get tired putting on specs of clarity.
So restless to look through spiritual eyes and meet the need.
I am afraid to give up. not now.
Hesitant because of people around me.

Counting to Mid years.
I need to be surrounded by motivating people hahah.
You study? Come,be friends with me.
Great, I am a geek now.
Talk to me in geek language.

If you cannot offer help at that point of time.
Just keep quiet.
Cause you are not helping at all(:
There will be people trying to break us up.
Coming in and out.
Fret not. I will always be there for you.

You will not hurt me, my best friend.
God, please tell me You will be here.

2010-03-29T22:39:00.001+08:00

Take a chill pill. Breathe.
Angsty feeling be gone.
I always thought I can get over it but its not as easy as I thought it would be.
I am trying, really. To do the best that I can.
You've got to believe that I ain't lying when I said, I love you.
Cause I really do.

Random, but I did household chores today.
Pretty happy cause I did not mess it up thats one & I prepared dinner!(:
I arranged math file, did chinese essay (3pages,super elated.)
Found new,smarter ways to study.
Planned my week, nicely done Angeline.

Also, it is officially my last training): ):
I cannot find the words to say to express my feelings.
Everyone went numb, with overwhelming emotions.
Remember the shit we went through together, all the physical, emotional issues.
The ups and the downs, the highs and the lows.
Come on, we cannot just let it go.
These memories lingers deep down my heart.
Tennis brought me far and with this, move on.

You look through this tired eyes of mine,
and still you say, I am a soldier in your eyes.
Where to obtain this masterpiece called 'love'?

2010-03-28T14:24:00.003+08:00

I will always be happy.
Not what you did nor what you said.
Because the nicer I am, the hurt caused will be greater.
It's time, time to draw a line,to have a clean break.

To know that, what you do and say will not hurt me no more.
I don't have to react based on my feelings, but whats right.
yeah, I guess this is it.
I don't have to try for your love.

LALALALA, I am happy for you.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.

What hurts you the most?

2010-03-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

Thats the world we are living in.
You can choose not to believe it, but there will always be these things happening.
When I gave it my all, should I not get more.
My soul within me cries out that its not fair anymore.
Thats when I realised I don't get it, at all.

No one said it was going to be easy.
So stop being so flimsy. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
I love being in Your presence, Your Word is indeed the truth,my comforter & strength.

How I love you so.

2010-03-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

Yay, school's awesome, I realised there are many things which I have to study myself.
I am totally lost when my teacher goes through the chapter, its a sign that I must study before they teach.
Yeah, but God has been good, and school is just exciting. I am trying everyday not to fall asleep and I am proud to say I did not sleep in any lessons so far. PTLLL(:

Okay, yeah. I jsut need to finish up my math.
Seeyou.

If I walk,would you run?
If I stay, would you come.
I wish you would when I wish upon a star.

2010-03-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

A wide grin and a toast to the starting of Term 2 tomorrow.

Theres got to be more, my prayer for this week.

No way for stagnation to occur, no more its you or its me, its just going to be us.

Still standing by unity is strength.

MFGMFGMFGMFGMFG.

I am excited for it. Something's happening, it is. Something good.

Are you excited too?

HEHE.

Are you becoming more like me? or me becoming more like you? HA.

Let's not get there.

Its the closeness thats fragile and yet cherishable.

Its the way you speak of me and my forgiveness comes easy.

Its the way you are protecting me but I am learning how myself.

If this is funny to you.

Sorry its kind of disturbing to me.

Subjective.

Will it be easy to say I don't care?

I thought it was.

Now. Maybe not.

Take my advice, back out now before you mess up.

God, save her.

2010-03-17T00:34:00.004+08:00

Again and again.
Despite the hysteria around me, I retained my composure.
Hoping that history doesn't repeats itself.
Telling myself that I will be stronger than this.

Stop telling my its okay when its not.
Not saying that any of this is your fault.

I am most willing to do this and that.
But just don't take advantage of me because of this fact.
I hate this feeling that I had experienced today,
guess pretty much I showed you with the face.

Sometimes it got me to stop in my tracks,
ask myself if its still worth it.
Again and again.

2010-03-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE ARE READING.
THEY KNOW. HAHAHA.

I have not finish my revision and I am sleepy.
I ran today,felt healthy, well not so after dinner but yeah.
I want to watch tv, but the bed looks more tempting.
So i guess I am going to sleep.

P.S. I realise theres no need to privatise my blog cause the rest don't get what I am saying too.
HAHAHA.

You are like a pretty missile,
that shot me up the sky.

I rather to be myself. but not to you.
B.O.B IS GOING TO KILL YOU.

2010-03-15T01:16:00.002+08:00

Don't ask me how.
Why.
Because I don't have the answers.
Its hard to be ignorant, ignorance is NOT my new/old best friend.
Is it going to hard to be me?
Am I going to need to hide behind a mask.

Do you even GETITGETITGETITGETIT.
Forget it.

2010-03-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

Love.

Such a big word.

Without actions,this word is being made cheap.

I am sorry that it has turned out this way.

I am sorry if I was the cause of it all.

I didn't know it could have influence you or rather I don't want to hurt you.

I am really sorry that the love I shown caused misunderstanding.

Because it turned out this way, I keep my distance.

I know very well how much it hurts left dangling there not knowing the ending.

I know it too well.

If whatever I have been doing cause you much pain, maybe its the wrong kind of love.

Dear God,

Sorry for the times I love with intentions,with reasons,with whatever not.

I thank you for the power of adoption and that you don't mind my past.

You make me feel that I am Yours.

I thank you because You are the Best GOD I can ever serve and its my honour to serve You.

I've been living under expectations for so long.

If I wander off too far, would you be there to pull me back to my senses.

Will you put on the armour and fight this good war of faith.

will you?

Loving you has caused me pain.

Loving you has caused me to be happy at times.

Loving you made me what I am today.

So I guess its worth it.

2010-03-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

I may not be the perfect person to salvage this situation.
Rather, nothing I say will be of use now.
So I won't say, not even are you okay.
Often the more we question, we are actually hurting each other more.
Let's just remain as friends.
Someone that we will treasure all our life.

When I look at you my mind goes on a trip.

2010-03-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

No, this shan't bother me much.
Last week going into march holidays!
After march hols, midyears? and then prelims and. OLEVELS(:

Problems that dont exist as it is.
You mean alot to me. trust me.
You don't know how much it hurts.
Because we all need to be assured and be loved.
The things you do, the words you say reflects alot about your character.

Sometimes, I wish I dont have to know about anything.
Then I don't have to do anything about it.

Lost in a dream.
Don't know which way to go.
If you are all that you seem,
Then baby I'm movin' way too slow

I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
How about some information,please

Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever
Or am I caught in a hit and run
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together
Are you just having fun?

I just love lyrical songs.
I told myself that I will be strong.

2010-03-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

I always knew I was blessed.

Blessed to be a child of God.

Blessed to have so many friends.

Blessed to be cared for and loved.

Because sometimes the haze in front of you is so thick,

You find it hard to breathe.

Its even harder to see.

Trust that you will be guided out of this soon and very soon.

Just have faith and everything will be okay.

You just have to say sorry, I will believe you.

I won't leave you.

2010-03-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

This picture came out first.
To Regine: Thank you for being awesome in my life.
Not only have I make your life more retardedly dramatic, trust me, you made my life even more dramamama.(: You have been a great friend to have, alot of potential to grow and of course i love you babe, stay awesomely pretty.

This is to KENNY. haha.
Hmm, you have been just a great friend to have. A very nice guy who deserves a great girl.
Thankyou for everything you've done to make me feel appreciated and just being you.
You are just an awesome friend and I just wanna say thankyou.(:
Whatever is going to happen, your friend( me) is here(:
Sean Lee: remember is not about the picture, is who you take with.
HAHA, but SEANSEANSEAN. Thankyou for all the moments we have that I can just really talk about it. and you can also share yours.
Because it builds me up, when you are serious ofcourse hahaha.
And yeah, you are a great leader. feel good about yourself. because you are awesome.
Thankyou for just everything, i mean everything from the emotional moments to the drama rame moments that we had.(:

Chooby: how can I forget you.
Though your letter might just be a form of email. but it got me tearing. seriously.
I really love having you as my friend. I did mentioned that if you haven't appeared in my life. maybe it wouldnt be as interesting as this. so yup.
Same for me, I know this friendship of ours is not just another title, I can ensure you its not to mee. This friendship is not being taken lightly by any of us.
I am thankful for that. You also dont know how much you have gone for me.

Because there are times when I will actually cry for you, with you.
you are definitely worth my tears(: aww.
thankyou for arranging the surprise. I spoilt the surprise myself luh.
I can say this is the most happening bday of my entire life till now.
I love you choobs. you are just plain awesome.
Even if I am running alone. I know you will be there supporting me maybe?(:

TO the people in the picture.
Serene: exah lian, HIFIVE, I know you for 8 years. GAH. I am really thankful because you can takemy bimbotic moments, shares with me everything through the thick and thin.
You are an awesome friend, and I cannot wait to go through the years ahead with you.
Grow in God, thankyou for everything(:

Avelene: Annointed and awesome worship leader and friend, Its been great knowing you. to be serving with you and what not. Because you let me see things in bigger perspectives.
Incase you didnt know, you are awesome,continue to be the light in your school! thankyou for always being there too(: love you babe.

Christine: Awesome bestie, only you would go through all the complaining sessions with me.
Go camwhoring with me one whole day. own the same pair of shoes. HAIYA we did more crazy awesome things together. Looking forward to many more exciting times. and partyyy all day long after Os(: LOVE YOU. and thankyou for everything.

Faithe: I survived your teasing for 8 years? hehehe.
Even if you tease and all, you are still a friend whom I will cherish alot.
Because you are alot more awesome than you think.
Lets all work and mug hard for olevels and be 6pointers.
We can do this (: love you loads.

Want to request for shoutouts?
call 1900-112-****. hhaha kidding.

To all the friends out there who wished me and know me.
I really appreciate you guys alot. because I know its hard to find a friend in this world.
So I am really grateful you and I can meet and be friends.
You all just make my life more interesting and fun,enjoyable.
Love you all.
May God be with you.

This is the end of my sweet 16th post.
Because you know I love you so.
My best birthday celebration ever.

I shall have a spazzing moment.
I AM 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

Goodnight.

2010-02-28T23:38:00.005+08:00

Dear God,
I really want to thankyou for sustaining me for 16 years.
My good years, my bad times, every drop of tear, every hurt.
I can finally say. I lay it all down before you.
This 16 years of my life, You are with me.
Thank you God for everything.
You rule and reign in my life from now and forever.(:

So this shall mark my end of sweet sixteen celebration
But the beginning of an exciting life.My life would be different, I believe.
Because learning about love and how to love can revolutionize my life.
Love should be selfless, it should not be based on reasons.
I should not be loving you because of this or that.

1 Corinthians 13
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails

Living up to this verse would be tough.
But love should be part of our nature. so maybe this is not the best of me yet.

Dear Dad,Mum,Bro and sister.

I always say we are the coolest family and we shall be.
Though you might not know Christ yet, but you are always still my bestest family members I ever will have. I thank God for each and everyone of you.
Because you make me feel loved within a complete yet broken family.
Whatever is the situation of the family now.
I just wanna say sorry for everything I've been doing wrong and a huge thankyou for forgiving me and not hesitating to accept me over again.

I love you all.

Dear cell,
I am super blessed to be in this awesome cell with awesome leaders and overseer.
Nothing can express just how awesome this cell is and grateful I am.
But just to say thankyou for arranging the party and everything we've been through.

I can totally say you guys are super awesome and I LOVE YOU ALL.
VERY MUCH INDEED.
May God bless all of you abundantly.

More coming up.

2010-02-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

American Idol is starting!
So I shall make it short & sweet(:
I love Andrew Garcia. haha.

I've mastered the skills to group my friends into mathematical sets.
You can be the INTERCEPT,SUBSET or the UNION.
Quite cool, to think about it.
Counting down to sweet sixteen,and Iwill a sweet post to myself.

NOT TO DO ON B'DAY.
STUDY. GAHH, please,I am not going to. am I? okay no,dont hesitate.
hahaha.(:
Meanwhile for the remaining days of the week, I shall study and play hard.
okay cool. sounds like an awesome plan.(:

Great is the measure of our Father's love.

2010-02-21T22:14:00.005+08:00

What a dramatic,akward and yet fun day.
The days of innocence is finally over. Now every word you and I say.
Can be like a dagger that stabs deep into our hearts.
It carries so much weight that you didn't even know it did hurt badly.

Everyone is fighting to claim the credits they think they ought to receive.
Who is there to assume allthe guilt and blame.
I had quite a number of these moments today.
I will be frank, I feel guilty pretty easily.

I choose to be the one saying sorry when it gets to this stage.
Not because I need your sympathy.
Just that, I know I caused it indirectly. the part that I played in causing all this drama, I hope an apology will suffice or at least ease the tension at that point in time.

Many things I choose to keep it to myself.
Many things you choose to share but not with me, I understand.
For a million reasons, that will happen.
I just hope you are okay.

Thankful that patience sets in ,I didnt flareup at my mum.
& hurt more people.

hey,to everyone today I met.
I am sorry ,if you are actualy going to read this.
For anything and everything that has happened today.
Let it just be memories not worth to keep alright.
We've come so far, hold on. This is not going to put our friendship at stake.

Thankyou Lord for a new day.

2010-02-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

Love from Man is like a plane taking flight.
You go real high feeling all dingdong.
When it crashes, you fall right down.
No one remembers where you are heading to anyway. hhaha.

I had my revelation of love, have you had yours?
My definition of love:
- More patience and love for the people around me.
- Going the extra mile.
-something personal.

But today's service brought me an answer to my previous blog post.
To why I am actually holding on to you, my friend.
I could have said, anyway you are just you, if you gonna hold this friendship lightly.
I could jolly well do so too.
But its the love for you that I know certainly, I can keep this friendship, for long.
The desperation cry I have to say, stay strong my friend.

Its this love I know that its worth fighting alongside you.
Its this love that I know you are worth making me cry when you did.
Making me laugh even if I was feeling my lowest.
I love you,my friends.

I told myself, i would not just love the lovable.
Because its always easy to love the good points of a person and when you encounter something bad about that person,you say. stay away from me.
The "i am too good to be your friend" mentality sets in. hahaha.

Because you never need to know how I feel.
Just like you never told me how you feel.
You know I will just assume if you dont say, I dont like to force you to say.
Maybe its better this way.
Who knows what could happen, do what you do,just keep on laughing.
Cause maybe I will feel better just being beside you.

You anchor my life with Your love.
Your love is the foundation that I am building myself on.
It's going to be hard, but I am going to love doubly hard.

Smiling is the beginning of love.
-Mother Teresa

2010-02-19T23:29:00.003+08:00

I believe in true love, I really do.
It is just...gonna be hard to find one who loves you as much as you love him.
haha,yeah.

Are we going to be like them?
I will never try to decipher how you feel again.
Because you never seem to be true.
Sometimes I feel as if I am wasting my time being so concerned.
Tell me if it is just wasting time.
Prolly I will slap myself hard with this truth,wake up and won't bother you anymore.
I am too tired to run after you everytime.

God,sustain me.
How exactly I know if you are a true friend to have.
That its worth for me to worry.
That its worth for me to fight alongside with you.

Tell me if its worth it.

2010-02-17T22:05:00.004+08:00

When your ring of influence grows bigger than what you can comprehend.
You find clones everywhere.
Its gets really.
weird.

don't do what you don't want people to do.
Because you are just offering cheap talk,lame complains.

Never to succumb to peer pressure.
I am standing for my cause no matter what you say.
Accept me for who I am,and not what I am being.
same goes to you. with due respect.

some people say change.
While i choose to say, deal with it.
Because they first need to see the change in you.

2010-02-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

I am so going to bite your head off for being selfish.

And then they are going to ask me wheres the lovee.

I don't ask for more.

I only ask that you can stop thinking about yourself.

I can tell you, its not all about you.

It was never, right from the start.

So, show the love to others.

If only.

I cannot afford to keep you.

Look for someone else.

I need confimation.

Give me the capacity to love.

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

Mother Teresa.

2010-02-14T02:05:00.002+08:00

Some of my best days are your worst.
Still think that this song is so true.
Why can't we make everything balanced with the beauty of love and perfection.
The answer is that we simply can't.

Only God can do everything.
We do to the best of our capablilites and await for the miracle.
Quitting is never a answer to a problem.
There will be a place you can call it home.

If you feel like crying,give it the best war cry.
Don't quit fighting,
You gotta fight to live this life right.
The victory is in Jesus Christ.
The joy is yours to keep, forever.

Happy valentines(:
Waiting for the perfect person to arrive.

Happy chinese new year.

Happy birthday to Serene and Tricia.
Thankyou for being significant in my life.
No words can express whatever we've been through.
except a huge thankyou, and that I LOVE YOUSOOO.(:

2010-02-09T23:09:00.003+08:00

Why are you and me so fearful of the smile others give.
Why are you so defensive of your case.
Not only behind all the smiles lies doubt, it lies pain and hesistation.

I tell myself, this is not gonna do.
Don't humour me nor entertain me.
You cannot work this out yourself at all times,will you let me help?

I am excited for school cell.
Its a brand new feeling that didn't exist in me for a long time.
Its time to get excited about the things of God.

I know of this love that no one can comprehend.

There is always a time for everything.
Beauty is subjective, I believe.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in'
Cause I got time while she got freedom'
Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first

While I'm wide awake, she has no trouble sleeping'
Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, no
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?

I'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reasonB
ut no wise words gonna stop the bleeding'
Cause she's moved on while I'm still grievingAnd when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.

Beautiful song.

2010-02-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

HAHAH, I love this photo.
Star awards was fun.
You will never be alone,just know that.

If I let you go,
I would never know, how my life would be.
Holding you close to me.
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

We gotta fightfightfight for this lovee.

2010-02-03T20:28:00.002+08:00

I am walking on the road called faith.
I am still walking.

Dear God,
I always have this problem of flaring up. As much as I dont want to get angry with anyone.
They just got to trigger it over and over again.
It leaves me helpless and I just feel like SHOUTING BACK.
I am sorry for the times I did shout back because I felt pain after I did.
Help me to think right, to love, to not get angry for the things they do and say.
As much as I want to give up, I will not.
Totally dependent on you.

Sometimes I just hope I was immune.
In times of chaos, there will always be this akward silence.
I am thankful because I kindof needed that.

Make me turn back, turn back to those days of innocence.
Get me right back to the starting line. Because.
I am going to start running again, this time,

I am breaking the record.

I am legend.
God,would you be there at the finishing line waiting for me?
Afterall,you are the only spectator I will need to have.

2010-01-30T00:08:00.002+08:00

It was a productive day for me today.

30 Amath questions,yay made me feel smarter. PTL.

Anyway, I know you wanna know what happenedtoday to mee.(:

hahaha.

I realised my juniors are a bunch of really fun-loving people.

I love them.

Sometimes we are ruled by our emotions.

We cannot be rational and we get perplexed easily.

Gives rise to then paranoid expressions.

okay,I am going to try to make a poem.

Whether wrong or right.

We are constantly putting up a fight.

Trying as hard as we might.

To prove that we are still bright.

As long as I am walking into the light.

I will not care about my plight.

Waiting for my knight,

fear not, I don't bite.

HIMYSWEETHEART.

2010-01-29T00:41:00.003+08:00

We are all people of regrets and full of complaints.
Received many emails of thanking God and enjoying the little things.
Greatly appreciate all the timely reminders.
But how many actually puts it into practice.

The complaints and grudges that comes spilling out of your mouth,knowingly, unknowingly.
In the world of instant gratification, where everything is just work fast, emphasis, fast.
Its super duper easy to complain about every single trivial thing, which brings us back to 'what happened to appreciating?" haha. what more enjoying.
Did God create us to complain?

People full of regrets.
Have you ever not regretted an action you did.
A word you said that affect a person so greatly that you caused him/her a mental breakdown.haha
We are people of regrets, and rather most of them can be catergorized as sins.
What we ought to do then is to always repent.
To seek forgiveness from God and the person himself/herself.
Yes thats what we ought to do.
Repentance.

Have you ever not noticed how society work today.
Where the boss always favours the good looking.
Hahaaa,open your eyes real big.
Was just talking about with my friend. and the conclusion was.
First impression counts.
Its the cruel truth. The vicious system of how society works nowadays.
Is packaging more important than content.
I cannot deny.
Just believe that you were made in the image of God and nothing else.

When someone comes up to you and say hurtful remarks.
You just gotta say," seriously, you cant hurt me"
Actually I don't really wanna care what you think about me.
I am not gonna based my life on your expectations/views on me.

Till we meet again,
Maybe we can do something against the cycle of the vicious truth.
Still thinking.
Probe further,broader perspective.

Often times those words get tangled up in a line.
I WANNA GO TO THE CROCS SHOPPPP IN TMMMM.(:

2010-01-26T19:32:00.004+08:00

School has been rather exciting.

Is knowing the truth more painful, or not knowing is the way out of the misery.

What do we do then with the truth.

The paradox lies in whether we choose to face the music or deny it.

Is it that difficult to pour out your life?

Or do you find it more tough to find out who you really are? haha.

I would still prefer that you tell me.

I don't have to guess, don't have to act as if I don't care.

But actually I do care.

Its now or never.

It outta my hands since you blew your last chance when you played me.

2010-01-24T17:44:00.002+08:00

To what extent will you allow someone to walk into your life.
To some of us, it can get difficult. tothe extent, you lack the confidence to allow anyone else to step into your life, be it complex or as simple as it seems.
Whatever you or we been've through has proven to be a beautiful memory.
Just take it as its beautiful.
Then its time to move on. Start having the trust once again.
The trust that nobody is gonna hurt you no more.
Trust that God can intervene.

Setbacks in life isn't going to stay there forever.
Can we get back the trust, my friend?

Think you are too late,
And you were worth the wait.

We were worth every nail.
P.S I miss my long hair and the hangouts.
dang, Olevels, you aint gonna bring me down.

I heard this somewhere.
When people say you cannot make it.
You just gotta turn around and say, " Watch me".

2010-01-24T00:46:00.003+08:00

It seems like we haven't met for a decade or so.
The longing feeling of mine is significant.
I am willing to lay it all down & give You my timee.

maybe.
Attention is what you need.
I will give it to you.
At the right time.

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

To you.

I am such a one worder.
I can talk alot you know.(:

toodles.

2010-01-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

"If you want the rainbow,you have to put up with the rain."
How true.
I always believe you have the plan, I always pray for greater measure of love.
I realised it has all been words so far.
To put in into action is beyond my imagination and comprehension.
Because partly you cannot see whats actually hurting them inside. You got to put up with the actions they do, the words they say.

And I learnt alot today really.
To love a person you have to know whats hurting them within and not just what theydo.
To have a heart that melts when you see them.
To have faith that their bondages will be broken because of a hug you gave, the prayer you said.

Realisation of dreams is only a matter of time with the power of faith.

Should I do math now? haha.
Can you meet me halfway?
Somethings are meant to be left unsaid.

2010-01-21T19:48:00.002+08:00

Tests everyday, homework piling up like nobody care.
But I like.
hahaha, I just think sec 4 will get more &more interesting.
Yup,I guess the only tiring thing would be having training every single day.
AND. I have to stop PE in school to study. Good and bad thing.
Yeah, got to run!

Whether you achieve a not,lies in whether you want it or not.
Many a times, we say God you can do everything.
but we don't put in the best that we can do.
Maybe thats the best of me.

Like my title suggests.

Rely on me.

2010-01-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

When we are so trapped in our own lives so much so that we fail to be concerned of the lives around you. This is bad.
Expectations overwhelms. Reality too.
What doesn't. Things happen,good or bad, I want to learn how to get over it.
Take the recent example.

Come on, step out of it, step out of the shit.
Examine situations in a macro view. Look out of the box.
Because we CAN be no longer trapped in our small little life.
I am taking this year up another notch.
It definitely won't be just me alone but I am dragging you up with me.
I pray hard, don't give up.

Dear God, You step in and alliviate the situations.
I believe in everything thats going to happen.

On the ferry today, I looked into the sky.
And asked, how far is heaven from my eye.
Is there even an answer.
Well, some things just don't have one.
Which proves the existence of faith.

2010-01-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today was a deja vu for me in school.

Anger is something I thought I could hide it well enough within me.
You just got to trigger it by bitching about me.
Kick up such a big fuss over nothing.
Use all these underhand means to show that you are still nice and funny.
Come on, time to take your mask off.
I rather you tell me in my face, really.
Whether I can take it or not, then thats my issue to handle.
I just don't understand you, so don't try too hard to be nice.

Well you put on quite a show.
Really had me going.
Want my respect, you gotta earn it.
Sadly, you robbed nearly half of it today.
I am trying hard to forgive and forget, it shouldn't be hard because I serve a big God.

But now,it boils down to the matter of principles.
I can tolerate and keep the volcano of anger dormant.
How long can this last.
Very long, I hope.
You wanna talk to me, say it upfront.
Its like getting killed, died, and you dont know why.
The feeling sucks,really.

To you, its another matter to smile.
Till i get this over!
Its gonna be akward.
Respect me for who I am, and I will do so tooo.

Slowto boil,slowto boil,slow to boil.
I cannot promiseto be the perfect student.
But I promise to be my best.
It doesn't mean when you are in authority,you got to suck up to the teacher.
I know where I am coming from.
Right now, is whether you understand.

Or did you still choose to kick up a fuss.

2010-01-09T22:56:00.003+08:00

The things that we say,the actions that we do can trigger off huge commotion.

I had the experience,just.

Today's sermon was about academic excellence &you know whats amazing about it isthat there are somethings that shaunster said was exaclty what I felt.

Our God is indeed amazing.

Like you know how you walk down the path to the bus stop,you begin to enjoy the works of God.

You open your eyes bigger to appreciate the things around you.

You can't help it but say, wow, God you are awesome. Perfectly awesome.

I truly stand in awe of You.

Whatever that might happen,I know nothing is impossible through you.

Human relationships sometimes gets a little complex.

Good intentions that might just go wrong right there.

You assured me with your perfect love.

How tiring it might get, I tap on your strength.

How tough it might go, I will get going.

Till I am with you.

Soon and very soon.

2010-01-07T20:39:00.003+08:00

Its like so long since I last saw you.

School is getting better, but I guess, Iam feeling the negative feedbacks from training?
Its getting tough,with new coaches and all.
I know,suck it up, move on. hhaha.
Going to chiong my work again. again AGAIN.

You wont believe this, the new system is.
Run for 2 km twice a week.
The next time you see me. hahaha a woman full of muscles.
call me, musman(:

Sometimes I don't even know how I am feeling.
I think I am falling for you.
Our hearts are fragile, it cannot take the impact.
If only,you will let me know.
Even the best falls down sometimes.

2010-01-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

Second day of school.
My school is just getting cooler, I like it.
Had class party today, was pretty fun,watched The Proposal like the 3rd timee?
Hehe. Its still sweet, when the eagle took the dog away,it WAS still quite saddening):
What am I still doing? hahah.
Study arh,Angiee(:

I know but I may not say.
I hope one day you will snap out of it yourself.
Ichoose to ignore,
it might be right or wrong.
I really hope you will return to God.

Just know I am still here loving you.

2010-01-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hhaha! First day of school was pretty awesome.

Was nominated for Class Chairperson. Lotsa work abut requires lots of discipline.

Kinda like when everything sets in(:

Gonna have so much fun.

Okay I've said I wanna sleep.

Still enjoying being orientated.

Class party tomorrow.

Homework please, oh yes,its stil processing.

2010-01-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

We are caught in this mean cycle.
The cycle of having too many options on our hand which leads to indecisive-ness.
Falling into the routine of trying to fathom, experiment how much fun we will have with each option.
Isn't that the mean cycle.
Someone tell me a solution because offhand I cannot think of any.
You see the tagboard.
Yes,tag the solution.

Coming back, to the last day of holidays.
Its not overrated to say it here cause its my blog that:
SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW.
haha, yeah, anyway I was at starbucks, looking at people come & go.
There I am, sitting there,sipping my caramel frapp, thinking of school,workload...
Thinking of how to even be a better person, personal resolutions.
Sometimes you do need this time.
The time you let thoughts over run in your head, not like Qt kind, I know God see our thoughts.
Well better still, He can confirm it.
but you know,like those times. You just keep thinking.Without your friends around you.
Cause they will probably think you are crazy,staring hard at , well,nothing.
whilst thinking, I also managed to do my work. haha
Productive & Efficiency levels up high(:

The webcam is staring at me. Scary/:
Blessed day at school everyone.
Angie.

I might seem indifferent but I care.
I will fall if you are not there beside me to fight.
I smile to assure you I am fine,
but who knows deep inside, I sigh. (OMG,so emoo.) haha.
It will be fine. All will be well.

Apparently, I smile to tell you I am not angry.
if I donch smile. you will think I am pissed.
So, dont let your thoughts run wild. I will smile.

Thats how superficial they can get.
I beg to differ.

2010-01-03T01:38:00.003+08:00

Its the things that gets me emotional.
The things that sets me thinking all over again.
Brings me back to the very reason, why am I still fighting this good war of faith.
Purely because I trust in Him, I know He doesn't fail.
And so. I am trusting you with all I have this time.
For a better year, for my family, my friends, for people out there I come into contact with.
Praying for a greater capacity to love them like you would love me.
I knowI know, I love them, but I want to extend this love to one that is really unconditional.
So help me, God.

You know its a new year.
I have my fears. Worldly fears. I donch know what lies ahead.
I am afraid I cannot make it.
I am afraid I will fail my loved ones.
I am afraid I donch live up to your expectations.
Maybe what I read was truee. I dont want to live to worldly expectations.
I dont want to care how you think of me.
Do unto others what you want them to do unto you.
I hold that closely to my heart.
All these fears, I put aside.
When this year ends, I will look at all these fears and laugh it off.
God pulled me through the good and bad times, I believe.

For now, I will learn doubly hard,in the hard or soft way.
To appreciate those around me to a deeper depth.

I want to be a friend to those around me.
I am glad to have known you.
But this year,I will look at you in a new light.
More is to come. I know it.

Trying hard not to cry, But I feel the hurts of others.
Some I don't quite relate but it pains me to know its happening.
Maybe its true.

2009-12-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like posting a post with a photo.
Well, the year is coming to an end. Really soon.
I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY HOMEWORK. PANIC ATTACK.
RANDOM: soooo many people going for paramore's concert!
haha, yeap everything is cool.

It was mind blowing when I received this revelation.
Your day can start off bad, wake up in the morning feeling like S***.
But God is always good, He always know the plans for us. so the day must be good too.
Alot of things are very controlled by minds & emotions which is not totally wrong.
SOO, before even God needs to askthe spirit to keep reminding us to do the 'right' things, why not just do it yourself if we call ourselves reflectors of God himself. Created in His image. Wow.
AMAZINGG.
But I really love this relationship with You. Its so truee and like yeah.
For my upcoming year,

Angie, buck up. you chiong.
You do your best, God will do the rest.
If I am able to get rid of the time wasters in my life, set my pirorities right.
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE, with God.
Believing for AWESOME YEAR AHEAD.
Its a decision to be made.

2009-12-13T11:32:00.002+08:00

Man can easily let you down, cause the impression to fade off over time.
Create another one which is totally different & you find yourself going in circles once again.
But here comes good news.
Theres one who never fail us. LIKE NEVER. Not like those who promised I wont,I wont.
He is the one who carries out his words, his promises.
Talk is so cheap. super.
I AM ONCE AGAIN FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU DEEPLY.
&& am so happy to have known you.
In my times of bad & good, i know even if no one shares or how badly i want to share with the people around me. I would share it with you,definitely.

PTL for another awesome day(:

2009-12-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

I am happy, I've learnt to let go and it was not in the hard way.
You may still not be able to but it might be because you never tried to.
Nevertheless, I would and did choose to let you go.
love,angie.

2009-12-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really wondered what do I really want in life, my future still not quite clear.
I am sure God has placed a perfect plan just for me, not only that, I just got reminded that the bible mentioned 365 times, " Do not fear". Wow.
Amazing! I will live mylife without having to fear, live my life treating everyone with genuine generousity & love, no compromise,no superficial feelings, without constraints.
I am expecting for more, much more in my life. Positioned for great things, big dreams.
Let not a failure put us down, not worth, I would say.

I promise I will walk with you till the very end.
You won't let go of my hand, my future IS indeed decided. Big dreams, BIG GOD.
Camp was just awesome, opened my eyes to the real world we are living.
Love the experience,the exposure, the camp.
I am going to live my life for you, I pray, yet again,break my heart for what breaks yours.
Fill my heart with overflowing love for the people,the community

Clear the mist in front of me, clear the lies Satan set into my mind. The fake desires of life.
Its time to put on the kingdom mindset, see the bigger picture.
I cannot stop now. not never until I am with You.

So, I deemed you as my Saviour all over again.
Teach me, nurture me. Make me more mature than anything else because there is a time for everything.
A time to play,a time to cry,a time to dance and a time to be crazy all over again.

HAHA, & who can comprehend your beauty.
You are hotter than BRAD PITT.
One that everyone loves. I love you Lord.
Let all my desires fade off for now because You are all I need now, let them first be a reflection of you.
Starting my awesome awesome week ahead with an awesome attitude towards life, people.
HERE I COME. Stronger & more empowered by God.
(: love.

2009-11-22T15:33:00.000+08:00

I prefer to cough than to have flu. Fullstop(:

2009-11-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

I AMBACK AFTER A WEEK'S LONG OF WORK.
ALL THE BOOMZ AND THE SHITTY PATTIES GOING ON.
I must say I am quite busy but still not living life to the fullest.
There are so manymany more things to do, so many more personal agendas to meet.
Blogger can be a way for me to realise, hey actually greater things have yet to come.
God is not done with me yet. Neither amI done with my things yet.
Catch the irony.
My life is planned such that I needah do good works. Yes a masterpiece of God, I am priceless so areyou.
Who are the worldly people to label us,to judge us,to say we are unworthy or not loved.
Do they even know who loves them so much.

I am so tired of fake smiles, fake people. so,so tired.
Can't they get real.
Maybe thats when we can step in,you and I, we will be the salt & light to glorify our Father's Name.
I am going kuku in the wee hours. but blogger is zee bomb.
Striving for excellence. Start now,don't wait.
Before that precious soul slips away into the hands of the enemy,we cannot afford to not cry for these people.
Self centered-ness haha, killer stuff.

I pray, Open our eyes,to see the things that make your heart cry.
Yeah, I am soooooveryyy loved and so are you.
Lets get real because you know reality is going to hit us real hard if you don't conquer it.

I have a thing for young children who comes from broken families, I truly believe that they have the right to receive not only Fatherly love from our Papa God but also from people around them,even as orphans,they have the right to live like a normal kid, who doesnt like to be loved,to be complimented, to be cared for and have a friend in this world. haha. I am believing for His plan.

2009-11-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

I was fine until you called.
I promise to be a better mum, a better sis. (Not putting you guys down, you are still awesome)
But there are just some things we cannot see eye to eye.
For me to always compromise is not a choice presented to me, andits all because I loveyou all.
Toomuch to fight face to face, I can only complain to my friends maybe?
If you are always going to shut at me, then what you want me to do seriously.
Is there anything I can make you feel happier?
This is no where near a complain session.

Compared to persucution elsewhere, this is nothing.
I am just going to be annoyed for 5 more mins and I will be fine!
Yes,angeline you can do it once,you can do it all the time.

I will be still,know you are God.

2009-10-28T22:12:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Yesh, though official studying is over! But extended studies is still going on(:
I feel that this term I am not determined to do well for my exams like Olevels.
So i am going to manage my time better!
Yeap now, I am going to prepare my mummy's gift(:
Byelove.

2009-10-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

hey! haha, just got back from lan. ( seriously, I don't think I am addicted to it, actually i am quite sick of killing zombies hahah.) Anyway, service these past few days has been really good.God is moving mightily. And we are really moving onto a new level. Don't let the passion drop, please don't. Moreover. I am so amazed by the goodness of God, my mum rededicated to the Lord. I am happy, much happier now then when she received Christ for the first time. I know God is softening my heart once again, putting in love so that I can love the people around me unconditionally. I am DONE whining about training. D-O-N-E. I am going all for it with God. Toodles. It has always been my prayer to love you even more. And break my heart for what break Yours. To love the people like you would. Embrace them like you will. Do the things I should. Its just going to get better, I believe.

2009-10-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

What if,
What if,
What if.

If your life is filled with What ifs,
you will not enjoy your life to the fullest.

If God isn't in any of your plans,
then its not considered a plan.
Do you really think God don't have a limit to His patience.

WELL THEN, YOU ARE WRONG.

2009-09-27T18:40:00.002+08:00

He gives & takes away.
He really do.

And there, he is gone, though I only know you for this long.
You are a great friend. You are to many.
Yes and rest in peace.

Life is brittle, fight for the time you have now.
Cherish it.
You have to cause you don't know what tomorrow brings.
My nose is a leaking tap, plumber please!

2009-08-06T20:12:00.003+08:00

I AM BACK TO REVIVE THIS deaddd blog.

yup, well I AM SUPER TIRED physically, sprints, suicides, leg cramps.

I suffered the worst leg cramp EVER, was half laughing and screaming for help(:

Right, anyway this post is to SHUJING & GRACIEE!

1) Shujing!

Hey shujing HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!! You are really the best overseer everrrr!

And I really thank God for knowing you and placing you in our cell and even in my life!

You are really a true inspiration for the zone!

You mean alot to us tooo! We will always be behind you shujing! I pray that God will guide you and bless even more abundantly!(: Love you truckloads!

2) Gracieee!

Hey gracie, did I mention you are the best freddie and inshi fred!

Yup you rock my socks, you are better tempered than me, I am very sureee. VERY.

Not like you will read this but I will still wish you

A HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY! and i thankyou for everything!

Hope you will have fun when you are celebrating and may God bless you with good grades!

Stay prettyyyy!

Yes, I am going off to do a proposal.

See you, toodles.

2009-07-09T22:15:00.003+08:00

Heyy.

Hows your week, I seriously think my week was bad,

BUT

with God, I have to say He made it bearable, really, I am supposed to like study now but noo let me finish blogging hahah.

Monday - YOUTH DAY

Tuesday - Normal lessons and home for dinner, my sis drove me around.

Wednesday - Prayer was awesome! and we discussed how we should go about in cell!

I also had my O levels mt oral, AHH. but I believe for God's intervention in the
situation so I am no sad freak now.

Thursday - Had 3 tests in the early morning is no joke, I am like why time passes so slowly but

AT LEAST its over. overover.

I don't understand why my sis today menopaused man. She was looking at Sun Ho's picture and she made a passing comment that she doesn't like her, so I asked why and she said yah just because you are a Christian. I am like erm whats the link but didnt probe further.

yup bye love(:

I am still believing for God to move.

I am certain my week will be good and I will return all glory unto Him.

2009-07-03T20:27:00.004+08:00

ONE WEEK HAS PASSED! WHOOHOO!

Haha, anyways hows school? (:

Yup for me, it has been above average, quite cool.

Got to know new teachers, BOMBARDED with PROJECTS AND EXAMS!

& GUESS WHAT, MY OLEVELS HMT ORAL IS NEXT WEEK.

haha. yeap, and tests are all coming in.

I guess term 3 will be busier than ever but I am also gearing up. huh watch out. hahah so gangster. But oh well, H1N1 , according to my friend is mutating, this is bad. NOO.

If school really closes, then there will be elearning andandandand, I dont know what will happen.

hees, yup, I LOVE GOD!

Goodbye love.

AWW so sweet.

2009-06-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

DRAG ME TO HELL.
The movie is S-C-A-R-Y.
Most of the people in the theatre are like screaming, hiding behind jackets or just not watching the movie in peace.
But, afterall the movie is good lahh(:
Yup, bye love.

Anyway, this is not up to us,
Are we really immune to all these?

2009-06-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

My blog is not dead(:

2009-06-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hah, tell me what's new.
& tell me all about you(:

2009-05-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to GoP & Hosea! Today was really fun.

What more can I say.

currently listening to you and I both love, and this is just freedom(:

Sulynn! Get well soon! Love you truckloads.

Its okay if youhave to go away.

Don't want to be a wannabe.

Dont want to be someone I am not.

Dont want to live my life like that.

2009-05-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

You are my eyes so that I can look at things the way you look at it.

You give me peace so that I am not troubled by worldly affairs.

You whisper to me not to sin, not to judge, not to do things that were unpleasing to you.

You gave me hope everytime I was going to give up.

My comfort, my refuge my everything.

My world is like all about you.

If only I can be likemore like you...

2009-05-28T19:24:00.002+08:00

hello, hahah, today was so fun in school though it was normal lessons but most of the teachers didn't come and teach. & and the not so awesome thing was that I have tons of homework to do? hees but yeah, it will soon be over cause I plan to finish it within the first week, holidays are also bombarded with holiday trainings and all. Like what the teachers usually say this June hols are not meant for us to enjoy but rather to catch up with work & revision. Yups, today my class also organized this sale of ice-creams , it was a huge success and we made quite a profit but the icecream melted so fast!! roar.

After school was even busier than ever. With the assembly period ending at 2.20pm and a talk that starts at 2.30pm, simply no time to eat! The financial talk was actually quite fun! and my team walked home with a free movie ticket. wow right.

I guess this would be the lastpost till Gop birthday bash!
can't wait, am excited.

2009-05-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hey! haha just came home from dinner.
I laughed too much during dinner.
Yup, Who Has The Biggest Brain game is taking forever to load so here I am blogging.

Today was awesome!
We are loadedwith the power, we have authority on earth!
Live a purposeful life(:
We are a friend of God!
School's reopening tomorrow!!
hahah, okie bye.
(& I finally know how to carry ethan properly(: so that he doesn't cry!)
Love you ethan!

you can just kiss goodbye.

2009-05-15T23:34:00.004+08:00

hey!

Today I went to watch Star Trek for the second time.

Its a good movie! hahah. & I finally understand the plot after watching it again!

Yup, anyway tomorrow will be packed!

With like training in the morning to 11am.

Project D meeting at 1pm.

Daybreak at 2.30pm.

Fetching newcomers at 4pm.

Alright it will be cool tomorrow(:

Live long & prosper.
Fascinating,
Wake me up when September Ends.

2009-05-14T01:33:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!
yes, EXAMS ARE OVER.

Yes and junwei here it is, telling you all about it.
I know right, there is like term 3 and FYE.

hah! But I am going to like take a whole week to rest.
Tell you the first shiok thing I did was to sleep for more than 12 hours.
Its been very long since I slept for this long!
yup and the second thing is to pack my books and notes. hahah.
because I have to bring them back during the exam period and now I can chuck it aside!
Whoohoo.
yay! I am a happy person today and its like 1.36am? what am I like still up.
bye!

Hallelujah.

2009-05-10T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hey!
Yes 2 more papers to go & I am ready to partyyyy.
haha so guys get ready, I am going to like bug all of you to like go out OUT OUT!
hees,

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
To all mothers out there who gave their hearts and time for us their children, thank you!
& have a blessed Mothers' Day!

Today, I did EMATH and parts of economics.
I think I am just going to crap for my papers because I cannot remember like 100+ pages of stuffs mannnn!
Yup, I am an angry person today, I guess.
BYE!

I just don't belong here.
Don't annoy me, hah.

2009-04-12T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hey.
Well, I did not attend church service due to my maid having her rest day today.
yup, so I was in charge of almost everything in the house.
Haha, except washing of the clothes cause I don't really know how.
Yup, tomorrow I have friendly match with AJC, hopefully we will win.
bye.

Can we get this back,
to how it used to be?

Help me, Lord.
Get rid of the offences in my life.
Break my heart for what breaks yours.
Tomorrow will be better, certainly.

2009-04-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

Hello, its been a long time since I last blogged.

Yup, my week has been good, praise God.

Tomorrow will be exciting, yes, it will be(:

This week also include Sports Day! YAY.

hahah though we came in 3rd but I am still very happy becausseeee. the competition was tough, we were so close to being 4th placing haha by 3 seconds actually.

After we went to play pool. SO FUN.

as usual many pictures coming up!

Bye love.

I am happy we are friends again(:

2009-03-22T21:42:00.001+08:00

Today was cool, I did not go church):
But I did household chores and did many many others.
& plus, I made salad as well!(:

School is going to start tomorrow but then I just started to really enjoy my holidays!
yup, have fun in school, everyone!
Love you.

2009-03-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

To be honest, I did not rush back to be welcome by my family member like this,
Sis: "you might as well stay in church la, come back so late, come back for what?!"
me: kept quiet.

You never know how it pains my heart and you never know, cause I don't plan to sayit in your face cause I know things will happen very soon in my family, in you.
& my daddy God has a Will for My family to be saved.
If not for my Father's will and my love & desire for you all to be saved.
I wouldnt know what I would have done.

Maybe right at your face I would be flared up and scolded !#$%^&.
I am happy I didnt.
But I am just afraid one day I will, just afraid.

2009-03-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

You know, how sometimes you are so caught up with life, how you think time just passed you by just like that? & in the end you don't feel accomplished.
Maybe really, like what Shaunster said in the mail, its time to start thinking.
To start engaging the world, to know why & what exactly we are doing with our lives and time.
Make every minute count, for God, for people.

Things I know that are happening:
1) I will give up usher ministry to concentrate on my other 2 ministries(:
2) I am not going to take everything personal anymore.
3) I am going to live my life God wants me to live and live each day as I would want my day to be cause God actually made the day for me.
4) I am going to look at the bigger picture.
5) I will think before I speak, think before I do stuffs.

Lastly, I will not bow down to problems so easily.
you don't have to old to have spiritual authority.
Humble yourselves, don't judge $ make unneccesary comments.

You are not worth my emotions.
I have something better and greater plans installed for me.

2009-03-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hello! I think I am super duper convicted of not compromising anymore.
And push on to surmount our limitations.
How to get out of our comfort zone and go all the way.
The songs can really describe.

How He loves us.
He is jealous for me,Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree.
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.

And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all

Yeah, He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves.

We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.
So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets, When I think about, the way…

God of my forever
God of my youth I remember your call on my life took me o'er
your luv has seen me through all my days
I stand here by your grace
On this altar I've written my life
Tells of a story I have with you my Lord
I want the world to know

God of my forever
And forever I'm with you
My life is saved with a price your sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever
And forever I will sing My greatest honor will always be To serve my Lord and King.

God of my all I've surrendered
My heart finds its rest in your word
Praises will not be enough to show How my Love for you has grown
Nothing matters when you're here with me
In the end just to hear you say "Well done"
Bowing before your throne

My greatest honour will always be to serve my Lord and King.

2009-03-02T20:52:00.005+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY 15.

I know this came abit late, but better than never. haha.

Yes, I am 15 and I thank many people who made my life so much more meaningful!

1. Daddy God.

You are the one who gave me a purpose. You are the one who taught me how to live my life so much more meaningful. I love you God. Thankyou for paving the way for me 15 years and way before that, help me grow and I know you will never fail me because you are a faithful God.

2. My family.

Special thankyou to my Dad, Mum, sister and brother who gave me a family that is so much more fortunate than so many others, we might not be the most perfect family, but I feel blessed to be in this family and I thankyou all for going through with me 15 years of my life and I thank God for placing you into my life for the support and the love showered upon me.

3. Gloria sister and willy and FamilyI really had so much fun with you all in Malaysia and all. haha. Thankyou for being so awesome and treating me like a sister so close. Stay happy and God bless!

4. My cell.(Shujing, Lizzie, Kelly, Chloe. Amanda, Benjamin,Joy, Avelene)

I love KELOE. haha. thankyou for making me feel welcome, and being so assured that I have a group of you going through this Christian walk with me no matter how tough it gets!

HUGE THANKYOU to the leaders, really thankyou for grooming me and just taking care of me.

5. My friends from KCP. ( Serene, Faithe & Christine, Sarah, & Farah)

PERFECT 7 haha. Thankyou all for the birthday wishes(:

Just know that I still love you all.

Keep rocking & God Bless!

6. Church friends!

Shawn Chew.Gideon.Johntay,KeithJoanna,NelsonBen ChooYueshanOdetteShaunster.Sunny,Sulynn,Colin, Sarahlin and so many more.

Thankyou for the birthday wishes.

God bless!

7. School friends.

Though I hardly get to know the class more.

But I am beginning to love you all! so thankyou!

Tanjong Katong Girls rock.

8. FRIENDS.

Shaun, weslie, arien...(:

Thankyou for wishing and God bless you too!

YES & I AM 15!

bye.

Responsibilities.

2009-02-20T21:06:00.001+08:00

Wait for the right time, the right person.
I believe God has placed someone right for everyone.
So, wait.
Sometimes things cannot be forced, it will never happen.

2009-02-08T01:39:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Hahha. alright, I woke at 9am today thinking I will be late but guess what praise God, I was on time. Yup so we started praying & share in the lobby.Then we proceeded to Hall 3B for setting up of equipments and soundcheck.

Prayer was awesome.
Then we ran through the songs!
To me, the service was powerful and very much annointed, the lyrics is so impactful to me.

Won't you take me to the secret place,
where I can only see Your face & none of these will ever feel this way.
Won't you take away my guilty stains, the things I've done that I can't change,
its only by the power of Your Name.

I stand here in this place, see the glory of Your face,
Taken by the wonder of Your Name,
I am desperate for Your touch, never needed it so much,
cause all I want is You.

Yea, then after service was the girl to girl talk & guy to guy talk.
The sermon is really awesome though it wasnt directed to us but its our wish to see the brothers grow and definitely my brother if I would treat him with respect.Yup its fun but I dont really relate much to their behaviour, maybe because I am in girls' school for 10 years.(:

hah yup, I will be setting up a clothes store with my sis at Clarke Quay tomorrow.
(: IQ games are really fun but I am quite slow to catch it but nevermind(:
Pictures on the way!

1 Month have passed, what have I done.
Another week had just passed, & yet there are so much more I can do.

2009-02-03T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hello!
School has been good so far.
I love the tennis team.
hahaha, bye(:

Listen to me, a story to tell in Starbucks.

You guys really rock(:

I will push even harder, through the school term, through everything.

Even if things don't go what I wanted,

I will not give in.

2009-01-22T18:57:00.003+08:00

hello!

yea this post is to update whats going on.

Day 3. 21 Jan2009.

Yesterday, we went to the national musuem to learn cartoon drawing.hah, I like the part where we learnt to express emotions using lines but I dont really like drawing on A3 paper, its too big to fill hahaha.We also got to look at sculptures, constructed landscapes.( the photography one is amazing.)

Then we spent the whole day drawing & all.

Day 4, 22 Jan2009.

Hah. Today we went to Sungei Buloh Wetland. So saddening, I didnt get to see crocodiles, dont even know if theres actually one but yea.Tour for 25 minutes, honestly there werent enough time to comb much of the area. But we got to see many spider webs, those big ones.This place is like a natural habitat to so many insects, it gets really itchy at times.

The next destination was more of adventurous, we went the Bollywood veggies.Once we reached there, we were welcomed by the sewage hahaha.Then we get to tour around the farm, its organic okay( did I tell you I love organic rice?) snake slid past mabel, so scary, its black, thin & eerie.

We were told that even bananas can be further divided into poisonous & poisonless bananas.So dont go pluck any & feed monkeys, Dont murder your own fellow friend hahaha.

Yup after we played this like amazing race around the farm to pick flowers stated in the paper & the fastest group wins, quite fun but because the sun is beating down on us, We didnt really run. After we proceeded to potting haha at first I wanted to plant the aloe vera, but then the groups took & there werent any left. So I planted Deil but then, the teacher specially pluck one young one for me, so sweet right. love her.hahahaha so now I have two potted plant. I can a gardener...

Lunch TIME!

there were so much food ranging from rice,assorted veggies,curry,eggs, tofu & yam cake. The desserts is the bomb, their fresh made banana cake is so delicious.Yup then we received our goody bag which consists a banana muffin, panda leaves and a pack of mushroons. so awesome right(:

I met Shujing after school & talk about alot of things, I love her.!

Uhhuh. got to go. dinner time!(:

bye.

I dont just eat, I grow potted plants & can be a garderner.

Special thanks to: Karen, Ivy and Mrs J.Kong & teachers.

2009-01-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

yes, we cannot go to OBS. ( I think I will miss out alot, so I will need those who went to tell me more) quite sad right. hah. So, I am involved in NON-OBS activities.

Day1. 19Jan2009

Went to school as usual, sent the others off to obs while we gather & wait for the buses.

We were released to have breakfast before boarding the bus. Our destination was the National Museum, history students will love it. hah.Yes the bus ride was bumpy & fun. Upon reaching, we waited for the management there to settle the admin side& we were given a companion each.( its a mini tour guide machine.)You just have to key in the number you see on the floor & it will explain everything to you like the history of an architecture & all.

There were also a few galleries there but we did not go to every one of them.What strikes me the most was actually the different objects that were taken long time ago & its still in good condition. After that, it was break time so we sat around to eat, play while waiting for the bus to take us back. This time, I managed to catch some sleep but it was a short ride.

Went to the library for self-study, quite boring actually it is boring.

After a long day, I still have to go for training, I fell down , it was afunny fall, it hurts quite a little. yup, I was so tired when I reached home & slept early.

Day 2. 20Jan2009

Today was pretty more interesting because most of us should have watched 'Little Nonya'.

We went to a traditional Baba house in other words a Peranakan house bought over by the museum for people to tour around the house & to get to know the lifestyle of a Baba/Nonya family. There is alot of those chinese characters carvings on the walls of the house & pictures of the owners.

It represents alot of virtues that the house people wanted to cultivate at that time, & we got to tour around the surroundings of the house too. Like the oil railway tracks & former nutmeg plantation. The house is really interesting, theres this gallery on the third level, & there were paper cuttings of different animals, they were really cool. I will take years to know how to cut an apple.

On the way back, it was also very short cause we took some highway route.Reached school to have our lunch, played heart attack & it was very funny, only we know why.

Tomorrow I will be going for cartoon drawing.

Who knows? I might be the next artist coming up. hah.

bye hahaha.

Special thanks to: Jomin, Sophie, Suling, Jacky and the teachers.

2009-01-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

I will make a quick post.
hahaha, I think economics is pretty awesome, like its really interesting.! really.
But nevertheless, today's service was veryvery good though I was taken aback by the chimnalogy of the sermon but it was great.
Yup, madcow disease.
Its really funny. haha.
ask me if you want to know okay.( I learnt it from my econs teacher)
okay bye.(:

2009-01-03T22:13:00.002+08:00

haha, I can't believe it, this is my second time doing a quiz because I am tagged.
Oh, I admit I was on sugar rush just now! hahah thats funny.
Today service was awesome, a vision to die for!

1. The person who tagged you:
Kristieeee!

2. Your relationship with her.
She is an awesome friend of mine!

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
She is pretty, cheerful, random, kind & funny!

4. The most memorable thing that she/he has done for you:
Everything she did is quite memorable.

5. The most memorable thing that she/he has said to you:
"I was in the same detachment in you!"

6. If she/he becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on:
That would never happen.

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
I don't want to have enemies!):

8. What is the thing you want to tell her/him now:
I love you dear, do enjoy yourself in school.

9. Your overall impression of him/her:
SHE'S AWESOME!

10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you:.
I am guessing she do feel okay.(:

11. The character you love about yourself is:
Cheerfulness.

12. The character you hate about yourself is:
Short-tempered.

13. The most ideal person you want to be:
God.

14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
I love you, you love me.
We are happy family, with a great big hug & a kiss from me to you.
Don't you say you love me too!

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people to see how they feel about you:
1)Faithe
2)Melissa
3)Benjamin
4)Joy
5)Chooby.
6)Avelene
7)Serene
8)Junwei
9)Christine
10)Amanda!

16. who is n.o. 6 with?
Err, jokingly I know, Seriously she is not with anybody.

17. is n.o. 9 male or female?
Female :)

18. if n.o7 and n.o 1 get together, will it be a good thing?
no.

19. What is n.o. 2 studying about?
Dance(:

20. when was the last time you chat with n.o. 3?
Just, at dinner.

21. what kind of music does n.o. 8 like?
Nursery songs.

22. does n.o. 1 have siblings?
Nope.

23. will you woo n.o. 3?
HAHA. I don't think so.

24. how about n.o. 7?
She is my very best friend & I love her.

25. is n.o. 4 single?
Yes?

26. What is the surname of n.o.5?
Choo. so its chooby choo.

27. What is the hobby of n.o.1?
Basketball.

28. Does n.o 5 and n.o.9 get along well?
Yeap.

29. Where is n.o. 2 studying at?
SCGS!

30. Talk something about n.o. 1. .
SO FUNNY.

31. have you tried developing feelings for n.o. 8?
Nope! haha.

32. Where does n.o. 9 stay?
Goodman Road.

33. are n.o. 1 and 5 best friends?
I would say yes.

34. does n.o. 1 have pets?
Yea, there is a variety!(:

35. is n.o. 7 the sexiest person on earth?
Everyone I know is.

2009-01-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

Hah! yay, I enjoyed my first day at school despite me recovering from allergy & fever.
Special thank youss to those who kept me in their prayers, really thankyou!
Today I went to school & I met my 'sister' Isabel, so cool okay, we had recess together, I really pray for her to blend in to this school.
Yup greater things are coming! First day in a new class , we had to introduce ourselves, so I called myself agile angeline, yes I know it sounds quite weird but nevermind. My class would be the bomb, yay!
After school was training, we did warm-ups & all, today training was slightly tougher for me since I wasnt feeling well in the first place but its cool!(:
yea strive, all the way!

right, bye.

2008-12-30T17:28:00.003+08:00

haha, got asked by junwei to do ths quiz.
so here it goes.

Use the first letter of your first name to answer each of the following.They have to be real and nothing can be made up.Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same first initial.You can't use your name for the boy/girl name questionTag 5 people to do this hard but fun survey.
The 5 people that you are going to tag:
-Avelene
-Chooby
-Melissa
-Serene
-Benjamin

1.Famous artist/band/musician
-Angelina Jolie

2.Fve letter word
-Ample

3.US state
-Arizona

4.Boy name
-Alex

5.Girl name
-Amanda

6.Occupation
-ANGEL.

7.Something that you wear
-A shirt.

8.Celebrity
-Angeline

9. Something found in the kitchen
-Apron.

10.Reason for being late
-Asleep.

11.Something that you shout
-AMEN!

12.Body part
-Arm.

2008-12-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hello!

MERRY CHRISTMAS, abit late but its okay right?

hahah, yea. Anyway I have a great time so far, just look at this photo.

haha, alright bye!

2008-12-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

Oh right, the second time I watched Twilight.
Not as good as watching it the first time but yea. Today is just great.
I mean I admit I wasnt in the best of mood hahaha, not even now as I am blogging.
I just want to bathe, spend time with God and sleep.
No games haha(neopets), No chatting.
uhhuh, things will be better tomorrow, really it will.

Angeline, don't think so much.
Take one step or maybe two steps at one time.
You know, God is there at every step.

2008-12-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

Thank God for bringing me through the sharing.
Personally I thought it was just okay, now I really experienced the stress to be up there and it really takes that amount of courage to be there so I salute those who shares, who stood in as emcee, kudos to you all.
Yup, we prayed for an hour and over! surprising(:
Anyway, Christmas is coming and now I dont know whats happening tomorrow.
And whether I can go for the Christmas party this saturday):
hahaha, okay bye.

Start claiming and walk with a purpose.
As usual, 2009 is going to be AMAZING and I am really excited.
2009, here I come.

2008-12-16T22:17:00.005+08:00

Hello(:
Yea, these few days have been a homebased days, been staying home to read, to sleep, to eat, to do alot of things.
Yesterday was a fun day, I watch Twilight with my godsis, the storyline is kind of typical but it was super sweet so I would recommend the show(:

This photo is cool.
And yea, special thanks to Christine, Odette and Serene for the photos.
hahaha, yup I think I have the slightest chance to go for the Christmas party, cool!

I love this picture and of course CHRISTINE. yea bye.

When you can live for forever, what will you live for?
I pray I will make use of this opporturnity.

2008-12-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

Glammys Is Over.
Everybody is a winner, yay.
My mum came today(: yea, you guessed it, it became emotional.
Anyway mum, I would just like to thank God for you.
haha yea, A BIG THANK-YOU TO EVERYONE WHO MAKE THIS HAPPEN.
Then we had buffet and took many photos!
MAY THE PHOTOS COME QUICKLY(: hint.
yea anyway I had a very great time today and the heels caused many blisters on my feet.
hahaha that was random.
Another thing:
IWANTMYSEC3BOOKS!
Right, bye with love.

2008-12-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

O'School recital was cool.( Hosea and Melg danced very well!)
haha, can anyone tell mewhy am I always feeling tired or am I just thinking that I am tired.
hahaha, its okay, now I know what I need to do:
1. Come out with a organised schedule for December( which is going to end pretty soon)
2. Meet up with the dear connect group.
3. Spend more time with my family.

Yes basically thats all.
I love you, Avelene, Chrisitne and Serene.
hahahahaha.
okay.bye.

I am super amazed that we know each other for 7 years!
You are my tower of refuge, my source of strength.
God, I need you in my life.

2008-12-07T23:43:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I know this is like my 2nd post in a day(:
Yup but you know suddenly I came to realise that as the year come to an end,
how have I grown?
How was my attitude and motive behind everything I do.
Was I even true to myself or to God.
Maybe I was trying to hard to be someone not me.
And all these got to me when I was bathing...( I know a funny place to get revelation.)
To a more serious note.
How do I change?

Don't let me fall Lord, if I have to fall to get even tougher then promise me You won't leave me alone, I don't want to be the old me.
Change me to be someone like you, starting from this week Lord.
Sustain me so that I can glorify Your Name.
I want to look through things through the eyes of faith, not judging, not envious or jealous.
I want to live a life free of comparison, assure me Lord.
I am created in Your image, each of us is unique, why then am I comparing?
Change this mindset of mine, make me pure once again Lord.
All these, I pray in Your wonderful and Precious Name, AMEN.

2008-12-07T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hello marshmallows.
haha, guess what, I said I was going to blog about camp but...
I DECIDED NOT TO.
ask me why? Partially because I cannot remember the details and you can always refer to many others(: what a slacker right.
yea, actually what blew me away was the services, not so much about the games although it was great, but the services, wow.
" Do you know that it is God's Will for your family to be saved?"
Cool? hahah yes. Your Promise, MY HOME. come on. I had an awesome time during Infused'08!

Also special thanks to the comm, the VERY AWESOME comm that organised the camp and booked such a wonderful place.
To my group, you guys are the bomb, without you guys, camp wouldn't have been so enjoyable.
The group in the same bunk, its fun sleeping in the same tree hut.
To Kingdom 2, amazing, really, you all are super awesome.
Last but not least to all who went to camp, I love you all, I get to know you all alot more too(:

HAHAHA.
I know this is brief, and not very interesting, not very captivating.
Just to sum it up.
I HAD AN AWESOME TIME IN INFUSED'08.
( Melg, Thank you for being such a wonderful IC, get well soon. hahaha I will never forget the fun times and the secret!)

2008-12-05T01:23:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Sean LEE!
Hope you enjoyed yourself.
Yup, I shall blog about the camp another day.This post should be my class chalet on the 27th November 2008? hahah, yea, it was definitely cool to see them. But I left slightly earlier before it even ends to catch the shuttle bus.
In the end, the bus left without us.So we took a cab to tanah merah and I met my mummy to go town(: oh, I got a shock of my life, I thought I lost my phone but I didnt.okay, to mabel and jieshi.Thank you dears for always following me around to do stuffs hahaha, and enduring all my nonsense. My greatest appreciation.

Thank you, you have been such a blessing.

2008-11-29T23:00:00.005+08:00

Hello!
I really just SURVIVED A KEZZIE GAMESHOW.
hahaha, service was good, the praise and worship just blows me away.
Surprisingly, Irene Ang's lifestory/testimony of how God has been working in her life, through her ups and downs, somehow I kind of share the same experience as she did.
Just that, I never have the chance to share the gospel with the granddad.
But her testimony really impacted me and caused me to cry so badly at the altar.
I felt much better and stronger.! hahaha

The God I know is my victory in every situation, my tower of refuge, my stronghold, faithful and loving.

The gameshow was okay, I really hope you guys have fun because I know we didnt really create the right atmosphere.
Message to the gamecom and others:u>
Avelene, Serene and Faithe: Thank you for always being so patient with me, hahaha, and yea, doing for the gory of God and not man. We did our best! Love you all loads.
Jarrold, Sulynn and many others:Thank you for always being so enthu and helping us create the atmosphere to carry out the games, also being so participative. A mega THANKYOU.
Leaders and Helpers:Thank you for your support and help in small little ways, you have contributed alot in big ways!

Sorry for not changing my attitude yet.
I will definitely change for the better because God will be moulding me into my destiny.

2008-11-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Sometimes I just don't understand, hahaha.
Yeah, sometimes.

2008-11-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, inspired by many people these days(:
The least as individual can do is to just fulfill the mini tasks assigned to us,
the memorising stuffs and playing an active role in the team and as a whole.
well, everything is going fine, and I am loving the hols, I hope. hahaha
yes I am loving it.
And did I tell you?
I am excited being a SECONDARY 3 STUDENT.

Side Note: Come this saturday okay, get ready for an awesome service, a powerful sermon
Don't underestimate the potential of one service.
And play the game " YOU HAVE TO SURVIVE A KEZZIE GAMESHOW!"

I am really amazed by you.
Your words and actions set me thinking in a positive way.

2008-11-24T02:22:00.001+08:00

I love you awesome people,
I love the conferences,
I love everything that had happened be it good or bad,

Sometimes we learnt things by the hard way.

2008-11-24T01:20:00.005+08:00

Last but not least the randomness in us.(:

2008-11-24T01:16:00.002+08:00

This postis dedicated to SEAN, BEN.L and IAN.
they tried their best to pose.